So I got this email yesterday which made me check my blog. I realised that a lot has happened in the space of one year (it really doesn’t feel like it’s been a year). So for those of you that care here’s an update.
So in September last year I went back to school with a few people knowing I was gay. Quite quickly the word got out to the entire school and pretty much everyone knew. I’ve been so lucky, I received no negative abuse or hatred from people at school (other than the odd derogatory comment). People were really good about it, annoyingly some people liked me more (why?!?). But yeah so that was all good.
Then in January I got bored of being single (I may have had a few more encounters with Jack but that’s all over now (probably…)). I started talking to a known gay from one of the local private schools. I rushed into things and within like two weeks we were going out. He lived like a 40 minute drive away an he wasn’t really what I was looking for. So within just over a month in a sense I ‘got bored’ and ended it. He was also a cox for the private school but luckily I haven’t seen him out on the river. We did get a wee but saucy although he had obviously watched too much porn as he believed a blowjob goes a little but of sucking, then the guy wanks himself off to completion…
Straight after that (literally the day after breaking up) a guy asked me out on a date so I met him. I’ll be honest he seemed like the perfect guy, we had very similar likes and hobbies. I tried to take this one more slowly but still I probably rushed into a relationship too quickly. So we started going out (this was also in the build up to exams). So we actually tried anal. However the most we did was the hockey coacky version (in out, in out) before we had to stop as his parents came home. After two months this time I opened my eyes and started to realise what a horrible person he was to people. He was treating lots of people really badly. I also became quite I’ll at this point. So I broke up with him, however he is still pretty much stalking me and trying to abuse me mentally (nice guy…).
The other problem here was I found out he gave me Hepititus A (even though supposedly he was a virgin…yeah sure). However I also at the time had a stomach virus which I caught from river water. So I overall lost just under 10kg until I got rid of both illnesses.
So where am I now. Today is 4 days before my GCSE results day. Hopefully that’ll go fine. I am then hoping that when I go to sixth form in September there’ll be some fresh meat (excuse the term). Until then I have a few guys talking to me wanting sex, wether I give it to them or not I don’t know haha. It’s hard to imagine that two years ago I started this blog. It’s hard to imagine that the last two years have gone so quickly. If anyone has any questions then do ask and I’ll reply when I can.
Lots of Love,
When my friends ask me about this photo it always makes me laugh ! They always ask how I “Photoshoped” it LOL but the sad truth is I hardly needed photoshop! All I did was tie a piece of tooth floss to the ceiling and hook it around my phone case! simple as that! no photoshop needed ! its funny how ppl over think life sometimes lol
They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old: Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun and in the morning We will remember them.
When you go home tell them of us and say - For your tomorrow we gave our today
I posted this last year for Remembrance Day, I post very little now a but Remembrance Day is something that most defiantly deserves a post.
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So this is my final note on Jack. For a long while we grew close. Which was great, he made me smile and laugh and feel great. Then I told him I was gay last night. He was really nice about it. Apologised for every time he had jokingly called me gay and such. Then I asked if he was gay. And he told me he was straight and said this: “I really hope you werent hoping for something else Connor, I would hate for it to be awkward between us”. Of course what I should have said here was “haha you, no I was just wondering for a bet,” or something along those lines. But no, I fucked it up. He went quiet and I now I know it’s going to be awkward Monday…well this is my gay life. At least now I can move on.
THIS IS WHAT A WORLD LEADER LOOKS LIKE.
DESMOND TUTU, I OFFICIALLY LOVE YOU.
"I would refuse to go to a homophobic heaven. No, I would say sorry, I mean I would much rather go to the other place," Archbishop Tutu said at the launch of the Free and Equal campaign in Cape Town.
"I would not worship a God who is homophobic and that is how deeply I feel about this."
Archbishop Tutu said the campaign against homophobia was similar to the campaign waged against racism in South Africa.
"I am as passionate about this campaign as I ever was about apartheid. For me, it is at the same level," he added.
[source: BBC News]
oh my fucking wow. I just love how he calls attention to the hypocrisy.
And stood up to it.
I’ve always loved him (mainly due to his name) but this has made me love him even more!!!
Still a great ad… still more to do… live, love, be!
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So, this is probably going to be one of my last posts. About half an hour ago I came out to my dad, he’s the person who I have been most scared to tell. It has been a long journey to get here and i was stood in the kitchen a while to pluck up the balls to tell him, but I did!! Tumblr has done many things for me, it gave me a place to release steam and sexuality where previously I was not able to do it in the real world. It showed me that there really are people out there who are like me and I was able to connect with some of them through tumblr. It allowed me to be myself in a world I was hiding from. Finally it gave me support when I needed it through my followers and through great blogs. I haven’t posted in a while because I’ve been thinking about what to do. Now that I’ve came out I don’t need to hide any more. Tumblr was where I came to hide. What that means I don’t know. The next time I post will be on the one year anniversary that I made this blog. I will post what I want to do with the blog and also I will include a story, it is a real experience of mine!!
So finally thank you to all you random blogs and all you hopeless romantics, thank you gay/bi/trans/straight people who have just been so kind and of course thank you to my many AMAZING followers!!!
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I’ve seen this picture being passed around a lot with the Queen today signing the marriage equality bill. It’s a momentous day and I hope it’s something that other countries will follow (yes we are not the first but still…). I do support gay marriage, I know many straight and even gay people don’t but personally I hope that someday I will marry the man of my dreams….someday
People say Gaga and all these other stars are the true gay icon but Lily Allen wrote a song dedicated to saying “Fuck You” to homophobes.
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When my phone vibrates I get excited thinking its him…then I realise it’s spam mail…
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